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hmmphh~

2012-02-11T19:15:00.002+08:00

ok. don't blame me that i don't help u or whatsoever. u potong my mood and i hate that. can u please please please respect others too?? can u?? kalo rajin sgt nk masak tu...teruskan, tiap2 hari pun xpe... tapi kalo org dh basuh2 ayam ke, ape ke... means org dh letak dlm kepala menu ape.. yg u ni msuk dapur lmbat, pastu sesuka hati je ckp nk buat bla bla bla tanpa tanya ape org tgh buat, apekehal cik kak..?? nasib baik i x cmpak ayam tu ke dinding. punye la og tahan ngantuk sbb nk masak ptg, memandangkan tghari td i sorg je x masak. perghh~ sabar je la. nasib baik la hati ni sabar lagi, basuh tupperwares dlm sinki tu.. i noe la u ske masak, pndai masak compare to us.. i can see u always prevent me to cook.. not my fault kalo kte sme2 masak tp, yg sy sedap sket drpd awk. nasib je ok. pastu nk ckp 'xske2 lak~'.. truthfully, sy x pndai masak. and ur image will never ruined ever.. u're the best cooker tahap dewa! (hmmphh~) ok~ masak laa.. masak.. i better bersiram sejukkan hati..

.:notakaki:.
mcm bodoh bnde tu pun nak ouch2~ tp.. melampau sgt.. credit to sape2 yg faham perasaan ble kne cmni.. hmmphh~

tekanan

2012-02-08T20:32:00.002+08:00

teruknya aku skrg. knpe x boleh nk fokus langsung ni. -.- haih.. i feel like reciting al-quran the whole night.. esok exam dh.. i wish i can move my house from dungun to ipoh. i just wanna live with my family. bila lgi nk spend mse lme2 kt umah.. mse umur dh 24 tahun? dh tua la.. haish.. i just can't love my friends as much as i love my siblings and family. plus, me, so serious. i just dont laugh to silly joke. i just hate being fake and i dont like fake people (ske hati je kan.. err.. tp hak peribadi kan? ). mengarut ke skrg ni? haha.

esok exam.. mmg betul la tekanan yg menekan pemikiran ni.. after EOM ni, i'll strive hard for final exam. i will study demi menjadi doktor. bukan exam. and the most important thing, demi Allah. erm..maybe skrg aku agak jauh dgn-Nya.. :( i need to double up my ibadah. i will try to recite al-quran, al-mathurat and yasiin everyday. oh.. and surah al-mulk before sleep.. semoga hatiku lebih tenang dan cahaya menerangi hidupku. :) journey to find myself back and strengthen my iman.

.:notakaki:.
mmg aku susah nk cerita kat org.. coz people tends to give their own perception to us plus me, very2 paranoid. huhu.. writing makes me feel better. eventho my grammar and tatabahasa tunggang langgang. and bahasa x indah langsung. hehs~ dh.. nk isyak dh.. solat hajat juga! (terlupa nk listan td. hehe.) ;)

serabut

2012-02-08T00:08:00.002+08:00

setiap kali fikir, keyakinan turun... mcm dh x percaya, curiga.. aish.. ape gk la aku mengarut ni..

kBai..

:D

2012-01-15T15:20:00.001+08:00

when we were as cute as bunny. :D haha.

down

2012-01-11T01:00:00.001+08:00

sad. always need to endure alone.

you never know how much i wish u were beside me always. just like this night. but u just let me felt insecure & scared. great and thanx. And please jump into a conclusion.

you, that have my heart. listen.

2012-01-10T19:59:00.003+08:00

Deep from my heart,

i noe that we're always fight all the time. walaupun benda remeh-temeh. semua sebab sy. or at least 96% caused by me. Let me learn, mcm mana nak mengalah..

:) Happy 2012!

2012-01-01T02:11:00.000+08:00

i start my 2012 post with this beautiful song~ :D

my dear, i always love you. :D

pesan

2011-12-19T22:12:00.002+08:00

Pesanan Saidina Ali: Didiklah anak kamu dengan cara yang berbeza setiap 7 tahun.

7 tahun pertama, beri dan ajarkan mereka tentang kasih sayang. Manjakan mereka dengan kelembutan dan rasa cinta.

7 tahun kedua, berlaku tegas dengan mereka, didik mereka dan perbetulkan kesalahan yang mereka lakukan.

7 tahun ketiga, berkawanlah dengan mereka, di saat ini mereka memerlukan teman untuk berbicara dan mengemukakan pendapat. Mereka sudah boleh berfikir, bersahabatlah dengan mereka sebelum mereka mempunyai sahabat lain yang boleh meroksakkan akhlak.

berdikari

2011-12-16T13:00:00.003+08:00

today.. nice day. but rse sayu je.. huhu.. bngun dh la lmbat, tdo la blek lps subuh. cmni la jadinye. huhu.. dh la kne hntar assignment hari ni, binding pun x lagi. tapi, a little bit dissapointed when a groupmate refuse to go with me to the book shop. alaa~ lepas tu mmg kne pegi kolej pun nk hantar.. huu~ pdhal bru pukul 10.20 time tu.. sempat je. :/ pegi je la kuar sorg2.

kat kedai tu, nseb baik uncle baik. hehe. rse secure sket. Tapi, aiyak~~ nyaris nk kena saman lagi! haih.. kedekut sgt nk letak kupon, nasib baik uncle cepat2 suruh pegi kat kete yg parked btul2 dpn kedai. huhu. nasib baik perempuan. HAHA! abang MBI senyum je.. ngee~ kalo x melayang lagi RM20 kne kompaun. huhu. :'( dugaan~

dh siap, pegi kolej. parking full! OMG. pegi kat parking pelawat belakang pusat rawatan harian.. hehe. takut mmg takut. sbb ni ipoh, bkn dungun. tp kena gak. terpaksa. hoho. masuk kat kafe, jmpe housemates nk keluar ke hospital, OMG. terasa hati x abes lgi.. :'( dh la smlm kte gak kne abeskan keje tu. huhu. redha je illya.. sabar.. dlm mengah2 rushing, jln je ke foyer.. nseb baik nmpak mr. ha prr trus.. hehe.. nasib baik. ^^ relax jap kat dpn RLT ngan nad, acap & ha prr. hoho.

pegi blek kat kete, nseb baik ade makcik ngan anak die jln sme2 kt ctu.. hehe.. tkut oh pekerja kt ctu. hehe. paranoid sgt~ :p minyak mmg dh nak merah. air bateri pun x cek & xbeli lagi.. hoho.. sorg2 pun, redah je pegi isi minyak. RM50! wow~ nasib baik xmelimpah.. haha.. pandai budget skrg~ haha. :D nozel isi minyak tu pun dh pndai sendal skrg.. hehe. nice. :) practice make perfect. hoho. pegi beli air bateri & torchlight. haha.. susah mao nampak dlm bateri tu! :) dh jadi anak papa dh, sume bnde nak ade sndiri, xnk pinjam ngan org.. susah~ hehe. papa kte jgn berkira sgt la, beli je. ok! :)

DONE today. half-day. blek umah rehat je. hoho.

kalo kat dungun i will go je mne2 even sorg2, cuz my sis kdg2 malas nk teman. :'( smpai hati. huhu. that's why i need my brother. :) hoho~ we're tough. haha.

ipoh is kinda creepy~ mle2 duk kt ipoh pun dh dgr byk kes bunuh2. huhu. takut~ tp ce ayat kursi insyaAllah xde pape. kne amal ni. :) bleh kot x depends on org lain sgt lepas ni. huhu. xnk susahkn org sgt kalo boleh. kan? hehe. tp, takut still ade & perlu.

nak blek gak! :'(

smile

2011-12-07T17:19:00.001+08:00

he miss me and i'm happy to know that. :) BIG SMILE.

exam = tomorrow~ x.X struggle! u still have time. :D

my bugs bunny~

2011-12-04T20:45:00.001+08:00

He is so sweet. :')

thanks dear.

stressful week. :(

2011-12-03T12:46:00.001+08:00

i love you. but it is hurtful when something suspicious come to my mind. :( it is better if i am mad or jealous at something i saw rather than something that you try to hide or anything you do behind me. -o-

that's why i love to tell you everything that i've done. even it may hurts you. so you know that i never did anything bad at your back.

DONE. this week is wonderful with depression, problems & pressure (from myself).

i keep waiting for something.. at last.. alhamdulillah~

Which BABY are you?

2011-11-28T23:20:00.001+08:00

JANUARY BABY
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

FEBRUARY BABY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH BABY
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

APRIL BABY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.

MAY BABY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

JUNE BABY
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

JULY BABY
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST BABY
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

SEPTEMBER BABY
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

OCTOBER BABY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

DECEMBER BABY
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive

from a friend

2011-11-20T10:12:00.001+08:00

this is true..

We cry when a friend is not there for us, but were we ever there for them?

susah2~ -.-

deep from my heart

2011-11-19T23:11:00.001+08:00

I love my boyfriend! :D i adore him. every inch of him. i love everything about him. he just like a piece of jigsaw puzzle that complete my life. He is panda. cute like a rabbit that only me can see it. haha. the way he think, the way he talk, the way he calm me down, the way he is.. so amazing.. that i can't put it into words. :)

dear, even i say nothing or try to say something but fail, i have thousands things to tell you.

i love you so much ahmad syamim. :) i'm very glad to have you. hehe~ :D

too much

2011-11-19T21:46:00.001+08:00

perlu ke post something yg mcm tu? omg. i dont believe that u shout that out. i noe thats for me. yeah. im not fool. mslhnya, ad ke mintak tlg? huh~ xde pun pkataan 'minta tolong...'. u just tnye je kan nak g ke x.. i said xnak. and that's my right. because my parents not allowed me to go out at night. especially midnight. just for movie. heh~ thats not me. keluar mlm utk bsuka ria. urgent ke tu? x kan? then? ape? YOU SHOULD THINK BEFORE WRITE! i dont noe la if u just write for kiasan ke, analogi ke. u, not only u.. but ur friends too. did u ever appreciate when im always succumb? when u had ur selfish side, u never knew it. did u ever realise when all of u just make me like a fool, but i dont like it? can u gimme one chance to live my life as myself. not depend on ur words, or ur decision?

i hope u noe what i felt. i hope u read this even i noe it is so impossible. i try to just forget everything. but, this time.. it's too much for me to handle it.

i wish

2011-11-17T21:53:00.001+08:00

i wish i can make my bilik kedap bunyi~ -.-' susah kalo bilik dekat ngan tv. nak tumbuk dinding je rase~ arghh!!!

hungry. tired.

2011-11-16T05:36:00.001+08:00

i woke at 3 a.m. today. huu~ fell asleep again last night. i hate it. sorry dear, i didn't reply your text last night. erm.. every night. huhu.

In HIGO module, we went home at 5.30 p.m. or 6.00 p.m. or 6.30 p.m. TIRED! We were home, rush to Asar prayer, go to kitchen and prepare dinner --> according to cooking shift. huhu.. last night, my turn.. PENATGILER~ :( When I was tired, I tried to rest my whole body on bed. and the result is SLEEP! very disappointing~ :'(

k.bye. try not to do it again.

funny

2011-11-16T05:23:00.001+08:00

It's funny to see how everybody try to get the latest gadget and proud to have one. :) haha. It's ok. We are the Y-Generation right? It's our rights to do what we want.

Me. When I'm interested with something, it doesn't mean that i need to have it. It is just an interest.

footnote -->

Mama : "Tak sempat nak kejar dunia." :D

she's beautiful.

2011-10-16T21:54:00.001+08:00

Queen of my heart. :D She is very beautiful. Others told that among my siblings, I resemble her the most. Hoho. I saw her 5 years old picture. She looked like me when I still a small girl. Hehe.. Actually. I looked like her. The conclusion is, I am beautiful. Haha.. Can i say like that? Haha...

Mama.. I love you! :D

:'( i wanna go home.. huhu.

saya kecewa.

2011-09-21T00:57:00.001+08:00

i don't like myself now. as usual. tp lgi parah. lemah smgt je skrg. mudah je nk nangis. i need to be strong at least 5 years here. 2 years HO. find back ur strength.

miss ASK. i miss u.

2011-09-12T23:29:00.003+08:00

i told her my worries. :( i think i can handle my own feeling n stress. but, sometimes we need other hand to help us. :D

....... sabar2.ujian. *pn ade prob ngn rumet.i take the safest way.silent.n ckp bila ada hal pnting je.maybe not an effective one,but at least no one get hurt..^^
org lua mmg blh ckp mcm2..the truth lies within kan..kite je yg tau..selagi leh sabar...sabar je lah...bnyk pahalanya...hee...mcm sy la...each time pn ade problems ngn rumet...org lain msti ckp...what the h?msti die ni yg ngade2..kalau x xkn la tiap kali pn xclick ngn yg lain.but then if u're in my shoes,u'll act my way.so in this case i believe in u.buat la apa yg patut.sy sokong.^^

love u too!
well that's what i did before.pikir sgt pasal org lain smpai nk study pn xde mood.turns out org lain xpikir langsung psl kite.it's not worth it.kadang2 jd kejam sikit pn ok.it's not like kte pny life depends on them.mybe ade effect sikit2,but then there's so much more things important than that.remember.ok?

THANK YOU. THANK YOU. and I LOVE YOU !

.:this time, illyani kalah. x tough mane pun kan. 3 mlm menangis je. ~~gedik~~ manja je. -..- jgn nak manja sgt la! be strong :.

damn.

2011-08-26T01:12:00.001+08:00

illyani.. bodoh la! lain kali fikir dulu~

hati2..

strong. u'll find your way.

2011-08-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

sape ckp belajar tu senang. lagi besar msti la lagi susah. org berjaya dgn usaha. usaha luar biasa, hasil luar biasa. jgn mudah down sbb org lain la, u yourself have ur own way. :) study baik2. insyaAllah boleh. ^^ bykkan doa. solat hajat. :)

.:i am strong:.

:(

2011-08-21T13:31:00.002+08:00

kena marah~ :'( org xnak kacau die. nmpak sgt dh memang bosan. fine. study la. study. xkan kacau dh lepas ni. i'll stay away from u.

.:back to basic illyani!:.

I miss papa.

2011-08-18T22:24:00.003+08:00

cried just now and now. that's not me. i'm not a homesick girl. but the memory flashed in my mind. papa.. rindu~ :(

td.. igt time g picnic kat cemerung waterfall. :) papa ske je bwk family jln2. hayati nature. picnic kat pantai ke. skrg dh xde mse nk mcm tu. mse kecik, kalo papa marah, liya merajuk. papa dtg pujuk balik. mama x pernah buat camtu. tp sbb msuk hostel mse form 1, dh x rapat sgt. because i grew up away from you papa. i miss you papa.

papa.. i am afraid if i cant fulfill your wish. i am not good enough, not smart enough, not hardworking enough to become a medic student. 5 years, papa. this world is so tough. i wanna be at home now and for a long time. hate to live away from mama & papa. i don't want to grow up. i just wanna be the small illyani, so that i can ask randomly what i'm curious about. i noe. now, it must be hard for u to pamper me. because i am already a big girl. :'( i dont like this.

papa selalu susah2 for me. sorry papa.. sorry.. sgt2.. ur sacrifice and everthing. :( seriously. got a lot of thing to tell you. i noe that you care so much about me. and siblings of course. i can see you control your sadness when you want to left me again in ipoh.

ahh~ susah2 pun kat cni, liya redah gak! insyaAllah.

hate myself tonight. why crying!? be tough la!! sheeshhh~

SHINee - Kiss kiss kiss

2011-08-10T21:42:00.002+08:00

sou, anohi bokutachiwa futari deattane
So we met that day

mada adokenasaga nokottettano, yokogao wasurenai
You still had an innocent look left, I can’t forget the side view of you

hajime deatta hikara kimochio ienaimamade
since the day I met you I haven’t told you about my feelings

sugoshitekitaketo kyoukosowa kono omoi todokeruyo
But today I will tell you how I feel in my heart

kimidakeni Kiss Kiss Kiss donnatokimo
Only to you Kiss Kiss Kiss always

Bokuga zutto kimino sobani iruyo
I’m always by your side

Kiss Kiss Kiss kimidakeo
Kiss Kiss Kiss only you

gorekaramo mitsumeteitai
I want to keep looking at you

I wanna feel you motto
I wanna feel you more

subeteno aio komete Kiss okuruyo
With all my love I send you Kiss

mujyakini warau kimino koewa itsunohimo bokuo terashitekureteiru
With innocent smile your voice always shines on me

kimiga irukara bokumo waraerunda
Because you are (with me) I can smile

kimidakeni Kiss Kiss Kiss donnatokimo
Only to you Kiss Kiss Kiss always

bokuwa kimio mamori tsuzukeruyo
I’ll keep looking after you

Kiss Kiss Kiss kimidakeo
Kiss Kiss Kiss only you

itsumademo dakishimeteitai
I wanna hold you forever

I wanna feel you motto
I wanna feel you more

subeteno aio komete Kiss okuruyo
With all my love I send you Kiss

I Just want you kimiga ireba hokani nanimo iranai
I Just want you if you are (with me) I don’t need anything else

I Just need you kimino jenbuo I love you
I Just need you your everything I love you

Always kimino tonarini bokuga iruyo
Always I’ll be by your side

Always bokuno tonarini kimiga iruyo
Always I’ll be by your side

(kimidakeni) Kiss Kiss Kiss donnatokimo (uhu~!)
(only you) Kiss Kiss Kiss always (Uhu~!)

bokuga zutto kimino sobani iruyo (kimino sobani iruyo)
I’ll always be by your side (be by your side)

Kiss Kiss Kiss kimidakeo (Uyeah!)
Kiss Kiss kiss only you (Uyeah!)

korekaramo mitsumeteitai (Oh no-)
I wanna keep looking at you (Oh no-)

I wanna feel you motto
I wanna feel you more

subeteno aio komete Kiss okuruyo (komete Kiss okuruyo)
With all my love I send you Kiss (I send you Kiss)

Kiss Kiss Kiss donnatokimo (donnatokimo baby-!!)
Kiss Kiss Kiss always (always baby-!!)

Kiss Kiss Kiss kimidakeo (Wo~!!)
Kiss Kiss Kiss only you (Wo~!!)

I wanna feel you motto
I wanna feel you more

subeteno aio komete Kiss okuruyo
With all my love I send you Kiss

CUTE!!!

Yes, I'm here.

2011-08-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

For this time being, I'm in Ipoh to pursue my study as medical student. haha.. i never imagine to live in Ipoh. Seriously. Addin & Benz live in Ipoh. Addin works at GH, which is beside RCMP if I'm not mistaken. :) haha.. wow! Addin start to allergic to Benz at Jaya Jusco Kinta. and wow! again~ hehe.. Hey~ I'm here.. in Ipoh!!

So, just imagine that they are exist. hehe. :) happy for nothing. haha. I wanna have my own story. i need and must be a great student here, in phase 1 RCMP. Yes. i will do it. insyaAllah. all i need is back to basic. i already found my Benz Aliff. I hope he is the one. :) amin. we want distinction. he is genius & great, but he always deny that. i am the one who need to be so hardworking and consistent in study.. because i'm so lazy =.='~

everyday. i walking.. walking.. and keep walking.. lambatnye nak keje! i wanna have my own ASX. :) yes2.. goodluck Illyani!

My Boo

2011-07-23T12:53:00.003+08:00

My boo my boo my boo
My boo My boo My boo
Everyday think of you every year
Every night dream about you every day
I was hoping you’d know my heart
oh I do not know

Look into my eyes now I know
You’re shaken
I can feel the warmth that your heart shows
Please look at me

I’m going crazy
Come to me
Come and see
I don’t wanna let
you go free
My energy
Like me
Baby hold me down
(Hold me down hold me down hold me down)
Baby hold me down
Every night with you and me
Spend time, Spend time
Love does not make another
I did not know

Look into my eyes now I know
you’re shaken
I can feel the warmth that your heart shows
Please look at me

I’m going crazy
Come to me
Come see
I don’t wanna let
you go free
My energy
Like me
Baby hold me down
(hold me down hold me down hold me down)
Baby hold me down

Yea you never let me go
It’s love for sure
thus not possible to see the end
I’m back for more
Know everything about you
To give you my heart
you know that I will do anything
that you ask for

You make me want you more
Baby you’re deep in my core
Baby Hold on like this forever you and me
You make me want you more
Baby you’re deep in my core
Boy, you Baby boo me
you know that I love you too

Ohhhh I’m crazy
Ohhhh i’m your only lover
I’m going crazy
Come to me
Come see
I don’t wanna let
you go free
My energy
Like me
Baby hold me down
(hold me down hold me down hold me down)
Baby hold me down
(Hold me down down, hold me down down
Hold me down Oh ~ ~ ~)
My boo my boo my boo
My boo My boo My boo

[My Boo - VNT]

my boo.. Je t'aime!! :)

from miss ASK

2011-06-30T22:51:00.001+08:00

"Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm. ~Winston Churchill
GOOD LUCK!!!"

.:thanx ainina shakira. saranghae unnie!:.

words for soul

2011-06-30T13:34:00.001+08:00

"Aku tahu rezekiku takkan diambil org lain, kerana itu hatiku selalu tenang. Aku tahu amalku tidak akan dikerjakan orang lain, kerana itulah aku sibuk mengerjakannya. Aku tahu Allah memerhatikan aku, kerana itulah aku malu jika Allah melihatku sdg bermaksiat. Dan aku tahu kematian itu sdg menungguku, kerana itulah aku selalu menambah bekal utk hari pertemuanku dgn Allah."

- Imam Hasan al-Banna-

Nora Elena

2011-06-27T21:58:00.003+08:00

haha~ x sangke sehebat gini penangan Nora Elena.. I can see the Nora Elena's fever infected all the people around me.. Mama sgt2 addicted ngan cite ni.. haha.. Atie, penonton setia start dri awal2 episod lg.. wahh3~~ pandai skrg..

ade gak lelaki2 yg melayan cite ni~ x kurang juga, sampai ade yg tulis surat bantahan agar TV3 dpt hentikan penyiaran Nora Elena.. boleh lak cam gelak guling2 je bace entri ni.. Secara tak langsung, penjualan novel asal drama ni, Kasih Yang Suci, turut meningkat dengan mendadak~ haha..

serius hebat drama yang novel-based ni.. x lama lagi Ombak Rindu pulak akan menyusul.. ni, Aaron Aziz lagi~ uish.. Stanza Cinta pun die blakon.. tu pun dri novel gak.. Ombak Rindu ni femes giler kat skolah dulu~ :)

me. waiting for aA+bB! haha~ ^^

>korean & japan drama, comic-based. hot !
>malaysian drama, novel-based. hot !

ok. this is super cute!

2011-06-26T19:26:00.001+08:00

amber shows her feminine side & cuteness.. :)

.:Amber Liu, Queen of Haggling:.

yellow + black

2011-06-26T16:03:00.001+08:00

cantik! :)

.:bumblebee. my favourite:.

fight!

2011-06-26T15:21:00.000+08:00

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

.:fight for your life! :) show them that you're also great! ^^:.

confusing.

2011-06-26T15:00:00.003+08:00

sekarang mcm tgh mengalami kecelaruan minda & perasaan. penggunaan duit sgt byk musim ni. laptop rosak. i don't know how to start my new life. semangat.. semangat.. datang la cepat.. i need you..

azam baru. nak jadi seorang yang matang kat sekolah perubatan. nanti bila balik rumah, dpt buat mama & papa bangga. i need to push myself. sekarang, rasa takut. fear is so OK. because it keep you on track. buat diri sedar ape yang perlu buat supaya tak jatuh tersembam. how people can succeed? they have determination. Miut, once said, that i am a determined person. haha. i never realised until the day he told me. ok then.

the biggest problem in myself is low self-esteem. i'm not so confident that i can do this and that. padahal.. boleh je sbnrnye. the one who was responsible to my bad performance is myself. i blocked my mind. hence, i need to change. no more paranoid. no pessimist. no more "ouh no... i can't do this.. i can't"

hehe.. changing is hard. really hard. but with determination. it is possible to do.
i miss my unpaid motivators in high school.. buddies.. you're great at refreshing me.. haha.. if all of you read this.. just know that, sy sgt2 lah bersyukur jumpa dgn korg sume.. ^^

pesan dari kawan.

2011-06-25T23:51:00.001+08:00

in this 5 years
bnyak mnde yng awk kne hadapi
if u can't do it
just know your limit
bkn nk down kn
but just pikir pasal what u need
not what u want

thanx friend.
.:i feel like crying.. ehehh~ takut la medic.. :.

You're Hiding A Secret (Is It OK?)

2011-06-23T09:28:00.002+08:00

Gosh~ i'm so late to share this song.. tp.. bru dgr.. :'( best~ best~ lmbt kan? haha...

Sang by f(x) for Paradise Ranch drama.. hoho~

Amber's sweet voice:-
0:45-0:55
1:20-1:27

now.. she got her own line rather than rap~

Active Smart X-over

2011-06-21T23:04:00.006+08:00

ASX.. This is my new dream car.. hehs~ i never have the real one before.. erm... i just love Satria Neo's appearance.. ohoho~ ^^ I never dream of any luxury cars.. While in high school, I don't really care about car, because i knew there must be a lot of latest model when i have job. hoho.. but. now. i really2 fall in love with this car.. cool. :)

ASX. pronounced as Active Smart Crossover (X-over).. even though this not the hottest car in the world.. or the latest model nowadays.. who cares.. i just love it. ^^

the price is about RM 136,208.10. this is the debut price.. haha.. i don't know the latest price.. but.. the monthly pay is about RM1000 n above.. wow.. i must study hard.. and work hard! hehe.. :) goodluck!!

.:mama love lancer sportback for me.. haha.. ok2.. :.

Baby of f(x)

2011-06-21T19:09:00.004+08:00

This is what i call gorgeous ~ Jung SooJung a.k.a Krystal Jung [f(x)]~ She's such a goddess.. :) She is a younger sister of Jessica Jung (SNSD).. She sings like her sister.. but she resembles Im YoonA and Kwon Yuri alot~ ^^ she's cute but so stubborn. hoho~

The Maknae

:(

2011-06-19T15:02:00.001+08:00

I'M ANGRY!! grrr!!

The best part~

2011-06-16T23:37:00.001+08:00

Just move to the beat
It ain't that hard
Heat's rising up
Party's just begun
You don't have to be afraid, I'll show you how
Say it with me now LA chA TA TA
Going all night so live it up
Go with the music and have some fun
Put it on repeat
This is how we groove
Come on everybody
Show them how we do

Q&A with SHINee~

2011-06-16T17:05:00.005+08:00

Q: I’m curious about your ideal types. And the reason.

A:

Minho: Someone who looks good in long straight hair, smiles pretty, and is kind-hearted. (Krystal??)

Key: I like a girl who is stylish and good in self-discipline. And I hope she is passionate both in work and love. (Amber! Amber! haha~)

Jonghyun: I like someone who looks pretty when smiling. (hurmm~ Shin Se Kyung.. definitely)

Onew: I like a girl who has her own thoughts and is frank. (uu~ Luna?? haha..)

Taemin: I like a girl whose heart is unchanging like a sunflower. (Sul~ Sul~ Sulli!)

haha~ whatever SHINee.. :)

f(x)-Hot Summer (Romanization)

2011-06-15T12:52:00.002+08:00

Hot Summer

Victoria | Amber | Luna | Sulli | Krystal

가사

Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer
Hot Hot Hot Hot Breathe
Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer
Hot Hot Hot Hot Breathe

dojeohi ireohgen deo andwe gesseo
naega eotteohke deunjom sonbo gesseo
nalkeun style bakke moreuneun neol produce
eolmana meotjyeo jilji, jom algesseo?

gyoshireseo
samushil chaek sangeseo
cheongso anhan bangeseo
eoseo nawara eoseo

tteugeo un gwangseon ssoda jyeo at ttakkeumhae
nun busheo saljjak jji purin nun sunglass
eoreumeul kkaemun ibsok wajak eoreolhae
haneureun parah da mothae, tumyeong haejyeo

Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot neomu deowo
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot ige jemat

Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer
Hot Hot Hot Hot Breathe
Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer
Hot Hot Hot Hot Breathe

mallibu haebyeoneun anideo rado
geum garu bburyeot ni nun busheo pado
bal tuktuk teoldo icecream gagero
gashib gadeukhan TV ga, jaemi eobseo

hangang eseo
mul paran donghae eseo
jeo water park eseo
jaemitge nolja eoseo

tteugeo un gwangseon ssoda jyeo at ttakkeumhae
nun busheo saljjak jji purin nun sunglass
eoreumeul kkaemun ibsok wajak eoreolhae
haneureun parah da mothae, tumyeong haejyeo

Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot neomu deowo
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot ige jemat

ttam heullineun, waeguk ineun
gireul, allyeo juja
neomu, deo umyeon
kkaman, ginot ibja

Yeah! It Must Be Burning Cuz I Got You Sweating In This Weather
All Them Heads Be Turning, True Dat You Know I Got It

tteugeo un gwangseon ssoda jyeo at ttakkeumhae
nun busheo saljjak jji purin nun sunglass
eoreumeul kkaemun ibsok wajak eoreolhae
haneureun parah da mothae, tumyeong haejyeo

Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot neomu deowo
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot ige jemat

Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot neomu deowo

Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer
Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer

credit: Jo On

f(x)-Hot Summer (English Translation)

2011-06-15T12:51:00.001+08:00

Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer Hot Hot Hot Hot
Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer Hot Hot Hot Hot

I can’t take this anymore
I’m going to take care of this somehow
I don’t know anything but your old style
If I were to produce you, do you have any idea how cool you can be?

Come on, come out from the classroom,
From the office desk, from your uncleaned room

Sunglasses protecting my eyes from the hot,
Blinding, slightly stinging sunlight rays
The tingling feeling of biting the ice in your mouth
The sky is clear and blue

Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot so hot
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot, this is definitely my taste

Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer Hot Hot Hot Hot
Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer Hot Hot Hot Hot

Even if it isn’t the Malibu beach
The waves still sparkle like gold dust
I brush off my feet before entering an ice cream shop
With uninteresting gossip broadcasting on the TV

Come on let’s play in the water from the Han River
And at the water park in the east sea

Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer Hot Hot Hot Hot
Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer Hot Hot Hot Hot

Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot so hot
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot, this is definitely my taste

Let’s show the sweating foreigners here
If it’s too hot, wear something black and long

Yeah! It must be burning
Cause I got you sweating in this weather
All them heads be turning, true that
You know I got it

Sunglasses protecting my eyes from the hot,
Blinding, slightly stinging sunlight rays
The tingling feeling of biting the ice in your mouth
The sky is clear and blue

Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot so hot
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot, this is definitely my taste

Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot Summer
Hot Summer Ah Hot Hot so hot

Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer
Hot Hot Hot Hot Summer

Translations by spiceshoe@iheartf(x)

:')

2011-06-15T00:08:00.002+08:00

adoi.. x ske la rse mcm ni.. apebnde ni? ish.. shuhh.. shuhh.. go away..

--------------------------------------

ble nk start study neyh.. kte nk rajin.. hoho.. x bleh ke skali dlm hidup jd yg terbaik?

uhuh... boleh..

hwaiting!

function

2011-06-14T22:18:00.003+08:00

i have a collection of f(x) official website themes.. since their debut, LA chA tA, Chu~, Nu ABO, Pinocchio & Hot Summer! SM babies are so cool~ :)

LA chA tA

Chu~

Nu ABO

Pinocchio

Hot Summer

10 tabiat yang menyebabkan kerosakan otak

2011-06-14T17:15:00.002+08:00

1. Tidak mengambil sarapan pagi
Apabila seseorang tidak mengambil sarapan pagi, paras gula dalam darah akan menjadi rendah. Ini akan mengakibatkan kekurangan bekalan nutrisi pada otak dan menjadikannya kurang aktif.

2. Terlebih makan
Ia akan membebankan pembuluh darah otak dan mengurangkan kuasa mental otak.

3. Perokok
Asap rokok akan mengakibatkan sel-sel otak terjejas atau terbakar dan boleh menga kibatkan penyakit 'Alzheimer'.

4. Penggunaan gula yang berlebihan
Pengambilan gula secara berlebihan akan mengganggu penyerapan protein dan nutrisi. Selain daripada itu, ia akan mengganggu perkembangan otak yang sihat.

5. Pencemaran udara
Otak adalah pengguna oksigen terbesar dalam badan manusia. Pencemaran udara boleh menyebabkan pengurangan bekalan oksigen ke otak dan keaktifan otak.

6. Terlebih tidur
Tidur adalah bagus untuk merehatkan otak tetapi masa tidur yang panjang boleh mengakibatkan sel-sel otak kita mati.

7. Menutup muka ketika tidur
Tidur sambil menutup muka akan mengakibatkan otak menerima lebih banyak karbon dioksida berbanding oksigen dan ini akan membawa kerosakan kepada otak.

8. Membiarkan otak bekerja semasa kita berada di dalam keadaan kurang sihat
Bekerja semasa anda kurang sihat boleh mengurangkan keberkesanan otak dan juga membawa kerosakan kepada sel-sel otak.

9. Kurang berimaginasi
Berfikir adalah satu cara terbaik untuk melatih otak kita. Kurangnya berimiginasi boleh menyebabkan tahap kecerdasan/keaktifa n otak menurun.

10. Jarang berfikir
Jarang berfikir akan menyebabkan otak kita kurang aktif. Oleh itu, perbincangan yang membina boleh menambah keberkesanan kecerdasan otak kita.

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neomu appa~ aigoo..

2011-06-14T02:08:00.002+08:00

nice try. haha!! keep it up girl. aish. ske cri psal skrg. haha~ sndiri tanggung la ye. life's hard. do i need to make another blog and make it private? i think yes. but i'm lazy to do so. buku seme org baca. private blog sound great. maybe tumblr. twitter xde org hirau.. best gak.. tp skrg follower dh agak ramai yg kenal. aigoo~~

ahh.. appa.. appa..
back to basic..

.:nota kaki:.
kesalahan mlm ni. minum air bergas. bad decision! aihh. not good.

Terengganu! yes!

2011-06-12T08:49:00.004+08:00

ninja turtles! haha... never underestimate us~

haha! sy suka! Terengganu menang gak akhirnye.. :) selama ni kat fb, sme ramalan awal.. Kelantan yg lead.. uhuh~ i never fail to proud with my state.. :)

we're hoping the 'cuti menang bola'.. tp, xde pengumuman... hoho~ seme org kene g skolah ngan muka muram.. and me.. kene gak masak utk bdk paim sbb die nk balik mrsm Kuantan hri ni.. uhuh~ kalo la mama dpt cuti.. xpe2.. Mat Said, our MB msti smpan cuti byk2 utk kmenangan SUKMA ke-14 plak.. hoho!! itu terbaik! harap2 mng.. :) skrg 4 emas lagi utk johor kejar.. but we're still leading..

btw thanx to Manaf Mamat & Nordin Alias.. for the GOALL!!!! we screamed so loud!! [mama marah jap sbb die terbangun dri tidur.. :')] yeah! we're so into this game.. ouh! lupa... Daudsu jugak... terima kasih.. eheh.. mesti sedih kan? tau x sngaja.. tp.. peraturan dh kte cmtu.. huhu..

Ashaari.. i was waiting for ur action~ but.. flat.. nothing happened.. hehe.. Sharbinee pun cool ah! muke familiar.. mne eh tgok.. slalu msuk tv ke? haha.. ok! all my friends berebut kapten lak.. Mazuki.. `haiyya~ najwa mmg ske ah spesies camtu.. spesies sir Khairul Izani, our bio teacher.. ngahaha~ i'm not! :)

can i use panda too?? bleh laa... :)
tsi is sleepy panda.. letih doh die main bola.. haha!

i got the idea that panda also can be a Terengganu's mascot.. haha~ sbb smlm best tgok fans seme hitam putih.. fuhh! lawa giler.. :) nice! nice!

ok.
now.. i miss the ball.. i love to play with something that can bounce, ball.. :')
blik dri treasure hunt hri tu, tserempak ngan netball players dri smua negeri, yg bru balik dri karnival b.jaring metro kat kuantan~ *sigh.. i miss the jersey.. the athlete figure.. hoho~ your zaman is over now.. :)

i'm doing good..

2011-06-08T18:12:00.002+08:00

i am weak. so i must be strong. dont be afraid. you can do it. forget the bad memories. forget it~ forget it.

sometimes.. memories hit me.. ouh.. i hate that.. am i paranoid? no.. no.. :)

btw.. what is pathetic ea? can somebody tell me..

ohooo~ lately i become a little bit crazy.. yeah.. but i still can further my study.. i'll be alright.. i just need time.. haha..

hey.. gimme space to ramble and rant all the way.. love to do this.. haha! when will i have a best friend.. i never have one i think.. ngahaha~ no need dear.. i have you bloggie.. u always listen to me...

-off-

>hungry.. stop eating!
>i wanna cut my hair! no~~ it's hard to get longer than boycut. *sigh.. ok.
>love yulfany couple so much! :)
>i want my life back!! back to basic dear.. haha.. don't u remember your experience? don't forget the history!

adios!

uhh~

2011-06-07T01:23:00.000+08:00

serius x phm.. serius x reti..

i hate myself.

sorry.

you..

2011-05-31T23:22:00.003+08:00

hey you. the one. my boy.

Happy Birthday!! :)
May god bless u~ ^^ be a good boy.
Thinking of you with love on your birthday and wishing you everything that brings you happiness today and always.

Saeng il chuka hamnida~

noe that..
to the world, you may be one person.. but to me, you are the world.
ily so much!

^^~

B time!

2011-05-29T16:02:00.002+08:00

it's Boyfriend time..

HAHA! they're cute. Can't resist them... budak2 kecik ni~ :)

Lets practice the song! so.. we can sing-a-long! haha~

Youngmin & Kwangmin bias! the twin are cool!

again.

2011-05-29T15:49:00.003+08:00

annyeong haseyo!

we're heading to Kelantan tomorrow to attend our relatives' big-work.. ngehehe.. or in Kelantan or Terengganu slang, BE'WOH.. this word came from big-work.. papa's cousin is going to marry.. nicee~ dh lme x balik Kelantan.. eheh~

but..

ahh.. headache.. not now.. but when i'm thinking about the environment along the journey. bosannya~~ jln sme je nk g lembah bidong.. arghh~ lame.. uhuh~ one more thing.. tlg ah jgn tidur kat kg. Seribong tu.. aigoo~ ade hantu raya la. sy takut... :'( balik trus umah.. :)

i hate perkara2 mistik.. ngaa~

.:nota kaki:.
i'm going to finish aA+bB for the i-dont-remember time.

annyeong gaseyo!

this song..

2011-05-29T15:35:00.002+08:00

i listened to this song almost everyday during SPM's year.. LOVE LOVE LOVE ! I miss the old days.. great challenges but the memories are sweet..

I LOVE :

1) YoonA's hair
2)Yuri's shirt
3)Tiffany's haircut..

:)

ouh!

2011-05-27T01:34:00.002+08:00

ouh! great day~! :(

stop being paranoid. stop being sensitive. gahh~! annoying, u noe?? heh. gedik la manja sgt ni. hey illya. tough la sket. hey girl. hey girl. wake up!

hey. remember. remember. remember! Sometimes you gotta act like you don't care. That's the only way ________________...

way to go!

another plain day.

2011-05-26T19:48:00.002+08:00

sigh~ hati xkan tenang slagi ade bnde x settle..

thanx god.. stu dh.. laptop dh bleh berfungsi blik dh.. man~ risau gler smlm... nk buat keje pun asyik tringat2 je.. hehe.. ape lg x settle?? oh.. laptop ni dgt berat.. dh delete drama2 pun x jd gak.. ape mslh ni?? i hate that i love gadjets.. haha.. ske tp.. ble probs~ buntu lak.. haih..

skrg smakin mls nk kluar rumah.. arghh! mama suruh pegi kedai, hntar brg g umah kwn mama pun.. malas.. ape nk jd nih~

hey~ wake up dear!! where's ur great personality?? bersemangat setiap mse... ok! find back ur self-motivator.. :)

hwaiting!

Which birthday are you in?

2011-05-26T09:31:00.002+08:00

JANUARY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt! and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. likes to keep they’re crushes kinda secret.

APRIL
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains.

MAY
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

JUNE
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

JULY
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!

AUGUST
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

SEPTEMBER
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

OCTOBER
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

NOVEMBER
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

DECEMBER
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited

copied & pasted~

congratulation!

2011-05-25T22:12:00.002+08:00

Tahniah LeBEST.. Bjaya gak dpt SBT.. ^^ nice~ mmg byk pun prubahan prasarana skrg.. hoho.. x smpat merasa.. hehe.. as a pioneering batch~ sy bangga! x pasti la sama ada batch kitorg menyumbang ke tak.. hoho.. :'( i miss zmn skolah.. i miss uniform skolah~ tsk~

goodluck LeBEST!

Making Little Changes Can Make a Big Difference

2011-05-24T13:39:00.003+08:00

Weight control is all about making small changes that you can live with forever. As you incorporate these minor adjustments into your lifestyle, you'll begin to see how they can add up to big calorie savings and weight loss. There are 10 habits to help you turn your dream of weight loss into a reality.

Top 10 Habits That Can Help You Lose Weight

1. Evaluate Your Eating Habits
Are you eating late at night, nibbling while cooking, finishing the kids' meals? Take a look around, and it will be easy to identify a few behaviors you can change that will add up to big calorie savings.

2. If You Fail to Plan, Plan to Fail
You need a strategy for your meals and snacks. Pack healthful snacks for the times of day whenthat you know you are typically hungry and can easily stray from your eating plan.

3. Always Shop With a Full Belly
It's a recipe for disaster to go into the grocery store when you are hungry. Shop from a prepared list so impulse buying is kept to a minimum. Eating right starts with stocking healthy food in your pantry and refrigerator and resisting impulse purchases of unhealthy foods.

4. Eat regular meals
Figure out the frequency of your meals that works best in your life and stick to it. Regular meals keep you feeling full, prevent dips in blood sugar, and help prevent bingeing.

5. Eat Your Food Sitting Down at a Table and From a Plate
Food eaten out of packages, while doing something like talking on the phone or reading, or while standing is forgettable. You can wind up eating lots more than if you sit down and consciously enjoy your meals.

6. Serve Food Onto Individual Plates, and Leave the Extras Back at the Stove
Bowls of food on the table beg to be eaten, and it takes incredible will power not to dig in for seconds. Remember, it takes about 20 minutes for your mind to get the signal from your belly that you are full. It can be helpful to fill a plate with your desired portion size and not put extra food on the table.

7. Eat Slowly, Chew Every Bite, and Savor the Taste of the Food
Try resting your fork between bites and drinking plenty of water with your meals. You'll slow down your eating time and allow yourself to feel full before you overeat.

8. Don't Eat After Dinner
This is where lots of folks pack on the extra pounds. If you are hungry, try satisfying your urge with a noncaloric beverage or a piece of hard candy. Brushing your teeth after dinner helps reduce the temptation to eat again.

9. If You Snack During the Day, Treat the Snack Like a Mini-meal
The most nutritious snacks contain complex carbohydrates and a small amount of protein and fat.

10. Start Your Day With Breakfast
It is the most important meal of the day. After a long night's rest, your body needs the fuel to get your metabolism going and give you energy for the rest of the day.

Change your habits today! Making these small adjustments to your daily lifestyle can add up to lost calories and pounds, helping you achieve your weight-loss goals.

Credit : MedicineNet.com

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Happy Birthday my baby~

2011-05-23T21:52:00.005+08:00

Amira Asyillah is officially turn 12 years old today.. May 23rd 2011.. hoyeah2!! chukae.. chukae...

Happy Birthday to you! Saeng il chuka hamnida!
i called her baby.. because she is ~~very cute~~ the youngest!

hey budak kecik! jadi budak yang baik. jgn terpengaruh ngan anasir2 luar ye.. ^^~ KPop xpe, sbb comel.. :) Belajar pandai2. jgn layan bdk2 laki mse kecik. Keep the ranking in class! always get no.1..

ouhh~ hari ni, 12 tahun yg lalu.. k.yaa igt lgi, time tu nk mkn malam.. lebih kurg 8.45 or 9.45mlm, i dont really remember, tiba2 mama sakit perut... uhh~ lapaq naa.. baby nak kluar plak.. mama masuk lam master bedroom, ready to deliver.. tok bidan plak dtg lmbat sbb ade hal kat umah die kejap.. ohoho~ then... papa je yg sempat sambut Baby Syilla.. hoyeah2!! u're the only one yg papa sambut... nasib baik papa MA.. :) sbb tu papa syg gler kat baby & baby pun baik ngan papa sjak kecik.. congr8! haha~ (no point..)

ok.. as a ~~good & kind~~ sister, i hope you will grow up beautifully~ ~~like me~~... ehemm~~ ok. kidding!

I LOVE YOU. (*cat shy) :p

ahh!! my favourite!

2011-05-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

Why did i fall in love with you-Dong Bang Shin Ki
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Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou-Tohoshinki

i'm digging the videos~

2011-05-23T21:18:00.003+08:00

i found this! :) Nowadays, DBSK as 5 is just a memory. Cassiopeia (for example : Nad Underage) never accept that DBSK had split these days. They said, DSBK is neither 2 nor 3, but 5. Me too~ miss the old DBSK.

i never found this MV before.. :)

SHINee is to debut again!

2011-05-23T18:58:00.002+08:00

110622 must be one of the precious moment for SHaWols worldwide~ ^^

our adorable SHINee is to debut again with the same debut song but in different country and different language.. :) yeayy!

Replay.. Replay.. Replay.. YES! i keep replaying that song till now without feel tired~ Replay(Noona You're So Pretty).

Replay's dance practice in SM Building

SHINee on debut days~ REAL+REPLAY!

Replay Remix (Boom track) I LOVE THIS!

SHINee!!! :) <3

Found it!

2011-05-23T16:45:00.002+08:00

yeahh~ dh lme cari balik video ni.. ^^ bru jumpa.. and this is unlisted video. Only those with the link can see it.. hehe~

omaigod~ :'(

Choi SooYoung for Inuyasha?

2011-05-23T16:25:00.004+08:00

this is the theme song of Inuyasha, 'I am'.. i didn't know much about inuyasha. i only watched this anime less than 3 times. But, my friend Suzanna, was a die-hard-fan of inuyasha.. haha~ she kept telling me what Inuyasha is about & what made she loves that anime so much.

who sang this song?
she is Choi Sooyoung of SNSD~ she sang this while she was around 15 years old for Inuyasha Anime Opening ^^~

that's mean, she sang this before she debut as SNSD.. :) uhh~ btw.. this is korean version of the theme song. Sooyoung can speak japanese fluently! ^^

Kiss & Cry

2011-05-23T13:18:00.004+08:00

Kiss & Cry,
Based on Wikipedia:

"The kiss and cry is the area in an ice rink where figure skaters wait for their marks to be announced after their performances during a figure skating competition. The skaters and coaches often kiss to celebrate after a good performance, or cry after a poor one. The area is usually located in the corner or end of the rink and is furnished with a bench or chairs for the skaters and coaches and monitors to display the competition results. It is often elaborately decorated with flowers or some other backdrop for television shots and photos of the skaters as they react to their performance and scores."

In korea, there is a SBS’s figure skating program, “Kim Yuna’s Kiss & Cry“. Kim Yuna is a South Korean figure skater, she was 2010 Olympic champion. This show featuring 10 guest including f(x) krystal, DBSK U-Know, IU, Son Dambi & others... yeayy! for SM line-up.. ^^~

these are krystal & yunho first recording! ^^~

f(x) Krystal

Krystal DAEBAKK!!! sexy baby Jung~ I saw Sulli, Amber, DBSK Changmin & SHINee Minho! W O W ! !
SM Town~ Krystal kept staring at Sulli & Amber before the judgement.. ^^~

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DBSK Yunho

The moonwalk on ice!! COOL!! even Kim Yuna impressed with him!
Changmin & Minho kept supporting Yunho!!

time's tickin'!

2011-05-23T08:13:00.004+08:00

it's 2AM!!! they came to Malaysia 2 days ago.. and.. Myra Sofea went to the showcase.. :'( ahh~ poor me.. cepat2 jd doctor! (mcm la ade mse lepas jd doc.. =.=')

in this video.. they talked about roti canai & teh tarik.. haha!! cute!

the interview

hehe~ found this too.. they talked about Malaysian Girl.. hoho..

Happy Together cut

can you see?

2011-05-23T07:32:00.012+08:00

ouh... as usual.. this is f(x).. "f(x)-im ni da~ annyeong haseyo!"

VICTORIA + AMBER + LUNA + SULLI + KRYSTAL = f(x)

>vicky.. u shine brighter since u join WGM.. the cameramen start to have bias on you! C O O L !

>amber wears heels! wow! i saw ur femininity side! ^^~ especially when u're playing with Key! HAHA! Marry Key dear!

>Luna.. hey tiny girl! u love to talk right? u're the best speaker in f(x) since ur older sisters (amber & victoria) can't speak well in korean~ haha.. funny!

>Sulli.. ahh! why u're so tall huh?? when f(x) debut in 2009, victoria is the tallest & amber is the second tallest then followed by u Choi Sulli~ NOW! you're the tallest!

>Krystal! soojung-ahh.. hey baby~ u're so pretty & thin. N I C E ! jung sisters (sica & krys) are always pretty! ahh~ nice hair too~

Beautiful f(x)!

ouh.. can u see how cool they are? man~ only if i can wear something like them.. ^^~ they are very beautiful. i love f(x)-style!

kyeopta unnies!!

2011-05-22T21:47:00.009+08:00

Back in 2007, i read a book (i think utopia or some majalah picisan like that), i found an article about new SM group. the group consist of 9 members.. it is Girl's Generation! yg tlintas mse bce tu just, "wahh~ ramainya 9 org".. hoho~ pdahal time tu suju lg ramai kot.. tp x pnah jmpe.. mse tu dlm buku yg sme ade interview sal DBSK.. hoho~ i read that! hot! haha~ bukannye kenal sgt kpop mse tu.. the stories continued on 2008.. SHINee is my first kpop crush.. Replay was the lucky love song. ^^~

here.. i found some So Nyuh Shi Dae cute pictures in my sis folder.. haha! k.yaa curi ye!

Girls Generation!

hehe... chu~ f(x)??

C O O L ! fanmade!

wahh~~ uri unnies neomu yeppeo!! saranghae SNSD! ^^~
I'm one of SONE!!

why 19?

2011-05-19T21:58:00.003+08:00

Sistar19.. why 19??

haha... because... The ‘19′ in their name represents the age that girls mature into women, and it also embodies the sense of innocence yet uncertainty they feel.

cool! i'm turning nineteen this year.. otthokhae?? i'm at the end of happy-ever-after-teenager!! dang~! i'm no longer a small girl.. wahh~

nak bju tadika balik~~~~ :'(

tu la.. mase kecik nk besar cepat sgt! huh~

Ma Boy - Sistar19

2011-05-19T21:18:00.003+08:00

"Sistar 19 - Ma Boy Lyrics"

**Romanization**

Let's go S.I.S.T.A.R, Sistar!
Baby stop breakin' my heart
You heard me? No more next time!
I hope you got that boy

Hey girls It's gon' be alright
Hey boys Better make it right
Hey girls We got ya back

malhaji anhado al su itda haetjanha nae mam eotteonji neon algo itgetji
geuraeseo mitgo chamgo gidaryeotji honja duji anketdago haetjanha
yaksokhaesseotji songarak georeotji geureonde wae tto geojitmareul hae

[*] saranghandaneun mal geuri eoryeomni hanmadi marimyeon doeneungeol
neo jakku byeonhaega nado ijen jogeum jichyeoga Oh Oh
sigani galsurok deo moreugesseo johajilsurok naneun deo apeunde
(Why you trippin' boy) nal jom barabwa

Oh Ma Boy ~ Oh Ma Boy ~Baby
niga museun sarangeul ara nae mamman apa
Oh Ma Boy ~ Oh Ma Boy ~Baby
niga eotteoke nae mameul ara Don't let me down Boy

Rap> neo ttaemune naega michyeo why try'n play games with me?
neoro inhae haruedo naneun myeot beonssik UP & DOWN, Don't let me down, nan ureo maeil bam (No, No) Stop breakin' ma heart

neoneun nae gibundo moreugo nun dollyeo What I got what you lookin' for
han nun paljima ige nae majimak gyeonggo (oh, no)
This gon' be the last time

[*] Repeat

[**] Repeat

Woo Boy deo johajilsurok Woo Boy apeun nae mameul ani neo
nae mame jageun soksagim ttaeron nareul boneun ttatteutan nungil
geugeo hanamyeon doe ojik neoman wonhae ajikdo neoman nae mam moreujanha

Oh Ma Boy ~ Oh Ma Boy ~Baby
niga museun sarangeul ara nae mamman apa
Oh Ma Boy ~ Oh Ma Boy ~Baby
niga eotteoke nae mameul ara
Don’t let me down Boy
Ma Boy

**English Translation**

Let’s go, S-I-S-T-A-R, Sistar!
Baby stop breaking my heart
Your heard me? No more “next time”
I hope you got that boy
Hey girls, it’s gonna be alright
Hey boys, better make it right
Hey girls, we got ya back

You said you knew even if I said nothing
You know my heart somehow, right?
So I believed, I was patient, and I waited
You said you wouldn’t leave me by myself
You promised, pinky-swore
So why are you lying again?

Is it that hard to say “I love you”?
It’s just one phrase
You keep changing, I’m becoming exhausted
As time passes I get more confused
The more I like you, the more I’m hurt
(Why you trippin’ boy?) Look at me

Oh ma boy, oh ma boy, baby
You don’t know love, my heart hurts
Oh ma boy, oh ma boy, baby
There’s no way you know how I feel
Don’t let me down boy

I’m going crazy because of you
Why ya try ‘n play games with me?
Because of you everyday
I go up and down several times
Don’t let me down
I cry every night (no, no)
Stop breaking my heart

You don’t know how I feel, your eyes wander
What I got, what you lookin’ for?
Don’t look at other women
This is my last warning (oh no)
This gon’ be the last time

Is it that hard to say “I love you”?
It’s just one phrase
You keep changing, I’m becoming exhausted
As time passes I get more confused
The more I like you, the more I’m hurt
(Why you trippin’ boy?) Look at me

Oh ma boy, oh ma boy, baby
You don’t know love, my heart hurts
Oh ma boy, oh ma boy, baby
There’s no way you know how I feel
Don’t let me down boy

Woo boy, the more I like you
Woo boy, do you know how I feel?
The small whispers of my heart
The warm looks you give me sometimes
I just need one of those, I only want you
You still don’t know my heart

Oh ma boy, oh ma boy, baby
You don’t know love, my heart hurts
Oh ma boy, oh ma boy, baby
There’s no way you know how I feel
Don’t let me down boy

Ma boy

Everything!

2011-05-19T20:48:00.003+08:00

:) ohio~ annyeong haseyo.

hoho~ dh lame sy x msukkan elemen SHINee lam blog buruk ni.. haha.. malas oh~ :)

and the most important thing is.... YES! SHINee is back!! with my favourite song ever! lagu yg kalo dgr over & over again pun, x pnah bosan! ^^ since 25th may 2008 (Debut date of SHINee).. till now.. that song never OLD! now.. it is in JAPANESE. sounds good. still good~ gahh.. the memories are back! haha.. teringat time form 4.. bdk kecik lg mse tu.. byk sgt mainnye.. kene marah pun time tu la.. nk live life to the fullest pun time tu jugak.. haha.. this song give me some scent. hehe.. music is memory for me. SHINee daebak! u're so humble but so powerful on stage! :)

SHINee Replay.. in japan known as EVERYTHING!
noona, you're my MVP~ <3
taeminnie... sing for me...

I KEEP WATCHING THIS TEASER EVERYDAY~ UNTIL THE MV OUT. HAHA~ SAME LIKE f(x)-LaChAtA.. HAHAHA!!!

btw, i'm tired becoming a YoonA noona.. :p *sigh so i changed my FB pro.pic!! hehe~ ^^

stop it.

2011-05-19T00:55:00.003+08:00

when i talked alot, seems like too much. when i just keep quiet, wait for him to understand and guess what's happening. it is almost impossible. he can't understand because he is a man.

you're too much la illyani! stop it.

be at home

2011-05-18T22:07:00.003+08:00

ahaha~ ni la bnde yg paling wanted time exam or time stress.. balik rumah.. baring & tidur atas katil.. :) yes! now i'm home!!!

BEST.. BEST.. BEST!! angin laut china selatan btiup sepoi2 bahasa korea.. haha.. walaupun kdg2 panas amat skrg.. ^^~ ape yg best kalo duk kat umah? urm.. alot!! seriously..

1) bleh tidur atas katil yg lgi best dri hostel.. the most important is the pillow~ i'm not the fussy one.. that's why i manage to live in KMKN with that poor pillow.. hahaha~ hate that but i need it.

2) i can let my hair bnafas 24/7.. hoyeah.. no need to susah2 lg.. :)

3) bleh on9 24/7 gak! HEAVEN!

4) bleh tgok Music Bank... even though the MuBank just ulangan.. haha!

5) bleh makan.. makan.. makan.. haha~

agaga~ byk lagi.... nonsense je byk.. haha~

annyeong!

remember me.

2011-05-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

wahhh~ i miss you........
bogoshipeo... otthokhae??

thanx..
for taught me how to love.. how to miss.. how to feel jealous.. you're great! ^^~

hee~ it's hard.

i'm in d-d-d-danger~

2011-05-15T00:27:00.006+08:00

aff(x)tion!!!

they are so simple but hot!!!

f(x)-jjang!!

hey.. f(x) make me crazy again.. hahaha~ they're freakin' adorable.. heheh~~ pinnochio. dangerous. so into u. gangsta boy. sweet witches. my style. beautiful goodbye. child (love). Lollipop!! Wahh~ all of the songs are good!

i love the way they act behind the stage.. so playful.. :) nice one girls! u're the maknae of SMTown.. SARANGHAE!

helpless~

2011-03-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

wahh.. illyani.. bila mau berubah ye saudari..
u are doc-to-be.. tp, x pnah nk besar.. where's your target?? huh??
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self-motivator dh hilang~ die xnak dtg balik dh, lps ranap mse form 4 dlu.. huhu.. ade la sket2.. tp sket sgt.. x cukup voltan nk boost spirit.. mcm mne nih.. haih..

wahh....... hidup mesti berubah utk jd doktor! mmg la patut x dpt KMB.. kalo msuk KMB, bkn kmmpuan anda nk hadapi hectic life kt sne ye.. this is the hikmah~ then.. bersyukur dgn segala apa yg ditentukan Allah.. bagus.. goodgirl..

have a good life. change for good.

:) Smile amira illyani. you're the best!

oh~~ mengapa...

2011-03-14T17:55:00.003+08:00

OSPE... mama... xleh jwb ma... TT.TT
uhh~~ x bleh jwb tu cam org yg mmg bodoh x pndai jwb.. bkn cam org pandai2 x leh jwb.. aduss.. mngapakah?????

main lagi!! x abis2... xpnah serius nk blaja.. mama kte doh kang.. study2!!
hish.. dok dgr cakap la...

huu~~ then.. the rest is history.
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lapor... nk makan.. adehh~~ 2 minit lg nk kul 6.. hehe..

formspring.me

2011-03-11T02:33:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://www.formspring.me/illurveshinee

my bad.

2011-03-09T20:52:00.002+08:00

as usual. i'm weak at making decision.. huh~ i don't know how to think properly to make a decision.. huhu.. i just take the simplest way, HE.HE. i just sit and do nothing. even thinking. i just let it be even though i know that i should make the decision at last. haha.. i'm different from the old me. hey! of course. we're growing up.. so, we'll change due to environment.. hehe..

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ouh~ one more thing.. when i want something badly(not too bad sometimes.. hehe..), we never or almost never can get it.. huuu~~
but, when we move on other thing.. or new choice, we get opportunity to get the first choice.. heh~~ what the fish... how can i decide...????

ask your heart. deep inside. which one is your choice?

aaaa~~ help me!!

what's the prob?

2011-02-28T03:25:00.002+08:00

ape mslh diorg ni... haha.. selalu je ade yg x puas hati kan.. haha.. hey.. ske hati sy la nk post kpop byk2 pun kat fb.. ble kuar kat news feed awk.. tkan 'hide all from amira illyani'.. sudah.. abis cite.. annoyed huh??? hey.. at least i x beromantik kat wall.. i just wrote the title.. the artist name.. hey3!! not for you ok.. for my fun.. that's my life.. ade mslh saudara saudari yg annoyed ngan sy.. maaf byk2.. facebook mmg diciptakan bgtu.. update pape akan kuar kat news feed.. heh~ sy xde status2 x puas hati kt fb.. x ske la sy buat2 hot ni.. sy ske.. expess kan ape yg sy ske je kt fb.. sorry doe.. just click hide all from me... atau.. UNFRIEND trus... xde mslh der...

scratch~

2011-01-14T02:33:00.003+08:00

lorh.. why i'm the one who feel the pain??? there's no single word before that says its yours.. haha.. u fooled urself.. now, u feel the pain.. aigoo~ it scratch my heart so much.. not so so much.. it just a weird feelin'.. haiyya~ mushy2~~ ^^

go~ away from me.. i'll be the new of me.. being myself never hurt me.. but i'll be more independent & have my own stand.. ^^ insyaAllah..

lapar?

2011-01-13T01:33:00.001+08:00

lapar?

Answer here

the application told me that...

2010-12-26T01:20:00.000+08:00

What does your birthday say about you?

RESULT: Outgoing

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredict...able. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.

98.9% right.. ^^

another day~

2010-12-17T11:26:00.002+08:00

aigoo.. another bad day.. tu la, kte sgt susah nk nangis.. Allah dh tnjuk dh.. jgn diungkit lain kali.. Allah bg cash~ x tgguh2 dh.. hoho..

when i'm in tense atau rse x puas hati dgn sesuatu, then xbley nk express & syp je.. i will cry.. that's the only way.. aku xkan sesuka hati rosakkan harta bnda awam.. haha.. ahh~ cbran hidup.. lain kali, when i become a Very Important Person~.. i will never hurt people.. insyaAllah.. perlu ke bckp mcm xde prasaan dgn org lain skiranya kita ad jwtn besar.. bkn ke kte pnah mnjadi mnusia biasa sesuatu ktika dulu.. xbleh ke hidup seperti mnusia biasa n normal walaupun jwtn kita besar? fikir2 kan lah..

klo ckp baik2 dr awal kan bgus.. i'll respect more.. if u be someone in future, understand what's their problem.. ni x.. u talk like there is the only ways to act in the world! oh man~ behave.. behave! try to appreciate us and we'll do so to u... try to respect us, bcuz we're always respect u and we will respect you more if u do so!

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.:btw~ for me, writing is another way of expressing~

the awful part...

2010-12-16T23:05:00.002+08:00

hari ni bermulanya hari dgn hati yg best.. best!.. tp, skrg rse mnympah gler.. down.. jelasnya, aku x ske.. please.. nk dpt nme, die sorg je.. oh man.. baik2 la.. ko igt ko je ke yg hebat?? yeaa2.. bkn nk dgr ckp org pun kn.. asyik die je yg btul.. just let it be.. do it urself.. klo kte aku x buat keje, jgn slhkan aku.. ko tnjuk pndai.. x bg ruang utk org lain.. shuhh!!

why when i feel i want to cry.. i can't cry.. oh why??? it's hurt to keep the feeling.. i hate this! i'm a loser!!

tak habis-habis~

2010-12-14T14:10:00.005+08:00

^^ i love memories... this is part of good moments in KMKN 1st SEM..

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uishh.. x habis2.. bosan je keje.. oh why?? keje asyik btmbh2 je.. xde tnde nk habis pon.. i want to go back kakak!! please... penat dh main2 ngan bakteria.. haih~ nak balik jugak.. dan.. aku sedar.. aku x mmpu buat ape2... duduk! stay je cni..

hurm.. coret2~ ske merepek2 ni tao... haha.. a monolog.. slalu je.. tp, x tertulis lak kdg2 nye.. haha..

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skrg tkanan lgi btmbah memikirkan result exam final... takut yg amat utk mghadapinya.. sgt~ klo org yg lgi hebat pun bmbang. apatah lg aku..

illyani.. u're about to be a doctor.. something that u love so much in ur life.. why u're being so down??

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takut.. takut jugak... dulu, time lps result spm.. hidup aku mcm dlm poem 'The road that not taken'.. haha.. jln di dpn ku ad 3... first dpt interview MARA, medic.. 2nd dpt g interview UTP, chemical engineering under UTP, which i mean in malaysia.. and 3rd.. dpt IPGM pnye interview.. TeSL.. haha.. semua pnah jd cita2 aku.. engineering, sbb aku lg ok fizik dlm 3 sbjek sains.. tesl sbb tkut x dpt stret a spm ke, atau just dpt matrix atau asasi je, yg xknfem dpt keje.. medic, mmg nak.. tp susah.. rezeki.. UTP reject aku.. hoho.. alhamdulillah.. dpt 2.. doktor atau cikgu?? hahaha.. mstilah doktor..

tu adlh slh stu persimpangan besar dlm hidup aku.. sgt.. kalo x.. aku mgkin sdg mnjadi platih guru di IPGM.. huhu.. btw.. aku suka interviewerS Ipgm.. malah, aku ske semua interviewers mse interview MARA, UTP n IPGM.. best.. best moments..

got my boys...

2010-12-13T15:54:00.002+08:00

SHINee~ my awesome boys..

gahh~ oready miss my boys.. hehe.. today, after i finish my lab task.. i just rewatch SHINee in the old days.. such a memory.. the memories in form 4 rush into my mind.. hehe.. i feel young again.. haha.. the moment that i can do everything.. yeah.. everything.. sehinggakan mama & papa marah gler2 sbb result exam truk.. haha.. i love duin' outdoors activities laa.. huu~ pity me..

SHINee is such a drug to me.. f(x) too.. luv2.. can't leave them behind.. hoho..

iLLurveSHINee
iLLurvef(x)

i love my place..

2010-12-13T03:07:00.003+08:00

rindu.. sungguh. aku rindu semua yang berkaitan terengganu.. fresh air, yg smmgnya dri laut cina selatan.. aku rindu utk bersantai di pantai dungun dengan keluargaku.. time ni la rindu nk makan ABC, my mom's favourite.. keropok lekor.. sungguhpun keropok lekor yang dijual di gerai2 di pesisiran pantai tu amatlah bersagu, tp aku tetap suka. asalkan namanya tetap keropok lekor.. aku mmg seorang yang suka makan, thanx to keupayaan diri yg agak aktif dan mahir dlm sukan.. haha.. x la gemuk sgt.. drastiknya beratku bertambah ketika aku melangut di rumah selepas SPM..

teringat ketika aku menjejakkan kaki ke Midvalley hujung mggu lepas, 7 disember 2010.. terserempak dgn sarah, yg sdg menuntut ilmu di UM.. dgr sahaja satu ayat meluncur keluar dri mulutnya, aku terus memeluknya... oh.. rindunya aku ingin mendengar loghat terengganu.. sedarku dri mimpi bhwa tlah lama aku di negeri org. even aku x bcakap luar spnuhnya(kekalkan sdkit loghat trganu dlm pckpan tnpa hiraukan org lain.. haha..), tp aku ttap rindu bhsa ibunda ku itu.. aku dh buktikan.. aku x mlu bercakap loghat negeri darul iman ini.. who cares.. realitinya, x ramai org tahu loghat sebenar terengganu berbanding kelantan yg amat popular & familiar.. once again, who cares... i born here, i grew here.. i miss my home alot..

makan.. oh.. mknn mmg best. sbb aku suka makan.. sesekali aku nak makan satar goreng yg dijual dekat sk sura.. kdg2 rasa nak mkn lompat tikam, favourite mama jugak.. seriously, apa shja yang mama suka, aku cuba makan.. so, aku suka jugak!! mmg anak mama.. 95% i've got mama's genetic.. hehe.. sebijik kot muka mama.. kan? hehe.. suka2~ food.. wait me yaa~ actually, i'm on my way to reduce my weight.. haha.. ni gara2 KPop la ni.. haha.. byk sgt tpngaruh dgn ke'slim'an diorg.. hehe... tp, perlu kurus gak.. smkin bsar, smkin tipis peluang utk kurus.. sbb metabolisme is going low.. should be in my wishlist 2011...

wishlist:
-kurus
-find the lost part of me
-freeze the heart
-focus
....

and more to go~ insyaAllah.. haha.. ^^

being matured..

2010-12-12T03:15:00.003+08:00

semalam, aku telah mengenyangkan diri aku dgn mmbeli sebuah novel.. ya.. padahal, aku di perantauan skrg.. duit adalah mslh bgku.. haha.. sggup aku mmbeli bhan bacaan.. biarlah.. aku sggup berlapar berbanding terus kebosanan.. haha.. as usual, novel. kisah cinta jugak.. haha.. actually, that is not the main point.. dgn membaca hampir separuh dri buku itu, aku mndapat view/pandangan baru mengenai hidup ini.. latar cerita yang berlaku di new zealand membangkitkan smgt aku yg telah lama pudar. haha.. sadis sungguh..

that is my favourite place.. i meant, i want to step on NZ land.. hehe.. australia jugak.. satu hari nanti.. haha.. i will go there.. erm.. kisah novel slalunya indah.. haha.. x pernah terpedaya.. igt lg shbt baikku dulu, Z & N.. slalu je ske brngan dpt jln hidup sperti dlm novel.. insyaAllah u will get it.. ^^

btw, talk about heart matter.. i want to make sure that my heart will be in good condition back.. i want to make sure it will be solid again.. i'll freeze it.. haha.. great idea huh?? yeah.. i'll do it.. i'm on my way to be a charismatic person.. insyaAllah.. i'll find my true indentity back.. i'll become the one that just reseMbles the meaning of my name.. yeah!

I'M CONFUSE.. I'M SEARCHING THE LOST PART OF ME..

nowadays..

2010-12-02T01:56:00.003+08:00

i'm not the old me.. not very sure whether i'm changing bcuz of the environment.. fren o erm... i'm gettin' bigger.. hehe~ uhh..

sometime, i've got a weird feelin' towards someone.. hoho.. its nothing.. it just a flat & warmful feelin'.. good for me.. it is not so strong.. erm.. sometimes i hate someone who close wif me.. erm.. bcuz.. when we noe more about sumone.. we found alot of her unsuitable character with us... bueyo?? i'm sick of living like this.. when they were never try to listen to me.. i'm tired.. u act like u noe everything.. when i tell what u did wrong, u scold me back.. oh man!! what's that? i can call u arrogant.. bcuz, even u make a silly joke by praising urself.. u always did that, and it hurts my ears.. and i called it arrogant! praising urself everyday.. u noe.. u're annoying me.. i really don't want to care about u.. live ur life.. stay away from me.. unless u throw away ur annoying side.. urghh..

btw, i try to be good.. why the others are not doing so.. so.. i start to reveal my mr.hyde side.. so do i, can be the bad person.. and.. u'll be hurt..

Sinusitis vs cold

2010-11-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday, i wake up normally. But, lepas mndi tu, sinusitis ku dtg... uh.. x pernah lagi setakat ni aku diserang resdung kat KMKN.. hoho.. xnak laa.. bende tu menyakitkan.. ouchh~ mmg sakit laa.. pagi2 tu mcm bersin biasa2 je.. tp, x sngka lak berpnjangan dgn agak dramatis.. agaknya sbb KMKN ni terlalu byk aircond kot.. x smpat hidung kun k menghirup udara segar untuk normalkan balik pengudaraan.. haha.. aku agak2 la, maybe sbb akhir2 ni aku tidur dgn agak kelam kabut.. haha.. gaya mcm nk stay up kan, tp yg pstinya tsedar, lmpu x tutup.. wakaka.. pembaziran di situ.. stay up ke mana tidur pun ke mana.. haha.. tidur x slimut.. haa~ tu laa.. dh la time tu sejuk2 dh.. emm.. tmbh lgi main futsal 1Belia 1Malaysia tu, penat2.. tdo tggang lnggang gak... rehat yg amat truk gak bg seorg goal keeper yg bdiri dpn gol je.. hahaha.. lawak lak.. haha.. lantak r.. yg pnting, kami dpt RM500 sbgai johan dan akan di taja oleh Kementerian Belia & Sukan utk bmain mewakili parlimen di Putrajaya pd Januari 2011 ni.. haha. Perlu ke..? a’ahh.. perlu sgt..

Mmg mula2 aku igt sinus.. ble org tnye.. “knape illya, selsema ke?”... mle2 aku gtau la resdung.. tp ble dh lebih 2, 3 org tnye tu, aku iakan je.. selsema.. hurm.. dh mls dh nk bgtau n terangkan dgn lebih lanjut sal resdung tu.. haila~ google it maa.. haha.. tp.. x sgka lak rsdung ni mmpu shiver my body.. uih... i tot it just resdung.. tp bl ptg aku tdo je.. keje aku tidur.. dan tidur lagi.. dan itu membuatkan aku rasa nak menangis sbb.. esoknya dh STD 3.. dh la aku pnye result agak hampeh.. haih.. blik klas kul 2.30.. aku mkn smbhyg.. then, mkn ubat.. mmg ubat tu buat aku mngntuk.. tdur.. bngun kul 5 igt nk study.. tp aku x ley.. aku study, dgn x sngaja nya aku tlena mse tgh baca math.. BACA math tu.. x leh blah sgt.. haha.. btul la.. cra yg bgus study addmath.. hehe.. smpai bbrapa kali aku xley than tu, mmg menangis r.. x la smpai org tau.. tp, rse down gler.. aku byk lg x study.. main futsal ari sbtu.. exam isnin.. blatih ari khamis.. ari jmaat aku skip.. haha.. sorry~ ^^ walaupun x steruk kasukma pnye training.. tp, tau je la aku.. study tu kalah ngan tdo gak... mcm mne nk survive nk jd doc ni.. haha.. sue me~ ==’’

Mlm tu trus je mcm x larat gler r.. org tnye dmam ke? Kate la x.. hoho.. upenye demam btul2... trus tlan panadol and amoxycilin.. patut r cam sakit tekak er 4, 5 ari ni.. haha.. nasib la.. mlm tu aku paksa gak study.. study jugak!! Esok maths n kimia.. kimia dh la aku truk.. maths lak differentiation n integration.. plus graph n function.. kalo G&F tu pun aku rse senak.. weheyy~ diffrntiation n integrate tu gimana?? Haha.. study jugak.. walaupun aku sjuk.. study gak walaupun aku selalu kluar msuk bilik sbb kahak asyik pnuh je kat mulut.. mmg sejuk la.. smpai last2 tu. Aku pakai lengan bju lngn pndek+lngan pnjang+sweater.. selimut plak, aku slimut kaki.. haha.. study jugak.. paksa.. mcm bgus.. haha.. tu la kot hikmah sakit.. x give up lngsung.. huhu.. smpai kol 1 lebih, rumates aku dh tdo.. sbb esok exam kot.. aku study lgi.. sbb aku dh tdo ptg.. lam kul 2 bru lam bdn ku mcm recover sket.. hoho.. tp mse tu, dh ad aura tdur sket.. hehe.. study lg smpai kul 3 lebih kot.. lorr~ bru abis dfferentiation.. integrate aku bkak smbil baring atas katil yg bsalut cadar yg mama bru antar.. haha.. then, tertidur lg dgn lampu tbukak n selimut x smpurna.. aku tidur lagi dgn keadaan bgitu.. huu~ ituah aku.. Alhamdulillah aku dpt jwb esoknya walaupun mcm asyik than bersin je lam dewan tu.. tkut glemer.. haha.. skrg dh dpt mrkh maths.. Alhamdulillah.. berbaloi kot.. ^^ chem & bio blum dpt.. bio susah.. kimia aku tkut.. hoho.. pray for me.. and last but not least.. thanx to someone because u’re my inspiration to study hard!! ^^ die x tau pun.. haha..

missing you...

2010-10-15T09:04:00.002+08:00

missing you.. yepp btul kot.. emm.. mcm x la rindu sgt rumah n isi rumah.. tp yg sbnr-bnr nye, sy rasa sy rindu mereka.. ^^ tp, deep inside je la.. sy bkn jenis homesick.. sbb sy tau, sy duk cni lama mana pun, sy tetap akan balik ke rumah.. bkn lupa drtn ek.. huhu.. ^^

mama, papa... walaupun liya x la kol tiap2 hari.. tp igt sokmo... emm.. xdok topik nk ckp kalo call tiap2 ari.. ehehh.. i miss my sisters... atie yg slalu jd listener yg setia walaupun sy jht kpd die.. nina yg kejam yg slalu bgaduh ngan sy, tp sy syg die.. hahaha.. syilla tu, si kecik yg mengada-ngada.. ecece.. cute.. sy pun cute gak kan.. ahaha.. jarang sy puji diri sndiri, skali skala xpe r.. hoho.. bkn riak pun. fahim.. miss u to bro.. i want to hug u like a doraemon.. fahim=doraemon.. hoho.. grow up dear.. grow up as a wise n smart guy! amin.. insyaAllah..

next, it's not easy to be me.. yeah, like i said, only HIM n me knows what i felt... what i had going through.. i don't like to burden others.. in short, i don't rily like to share, because even if in tell my close friends.. they just buat muka.. not concern at all.. agaga.. i noe, i understand.. seme ad probs.. sorry yaa bussies.. i should not burden u with mine.. ^^ maybe i kept it alone bcuz of my ego.. so, others assume me as a cool person.. ehehehe.. cool Libra!!

susah hidup kat sini.. happy tu mmg happy.. tp nk mmastikan kelangsungan hidup tu amat susah.. mmg la syg oi.. mne ad blaja sng.. nk2 otw2 to be a medic student.. stop playin' illyani.. yeah.. i love u.. n u must love urself.. uhh~ this is not a narcissist drama.. agagaga..

k.. i love u papa, mama, atie, nina, fahim, syilla..
i miss u too..
i will listen to hello thousands times... *ad kna mngena kot.. ahahaha..

Hello SHINee

2010-10-15T08:31:00.004+08:00

i'm very into this song.. hehe.. great song!! i like.. ^^ iLLurveSHINee!!!!!

by: SHINee

When I act like this I realize I’m actually young
[She’s] right in front of me but I don’t know what to do
How do did you start love?
People who have loved please tell me
Will there be a day when I hold her hand?
Will there be a day when I kiss her above her closed eyes?

Hello Hello I acted confidently
Hello Hello I want to talk to you for a moment
Hello Hello I might stutter a little, though
Who knows we might actually be together

Should I confront [her]
Should I wait [for her]?
It’s harder when everyone else says something different (You can’t believe it right?)
Having high standards, this isn’t a usual thing for me
Please believe in me yeah
Will there be a day when I hug her freely
I believe that what we think can come true

Hello Hello I acted confidently
Hello Hello I want to talk to you for a moment
Hello Hello I might stutter a little, though
Who knows we might actually… oh yeah

This is not the first time
Truthfully I’ve loved and parted
But it’s hard, please believe in me
You are different

Hello Hello This time I’ll put myself out there
Hello Hello Ooh yeah~ Baby Baby Baby girl
Hello Hello I don’t know how you’re feeling now
Who knows we might actually…

Hello Hello Uh~~yeah
Hello Hello Please give me a chance
Hello Hello I don’t know how you’re feeling now
Who knows we might actually….
(Rap Hello Those times together circle around me and can be compared to no other blissful feelings No More I can’t express feelings anymore so if you take my hand Never let you go If this is love I’ll never let it go
Who knows us two)
This might be destiny
Hello Hello

a wish from a friend.. ^^

2010-10-15T08:12:00.002+08:00

SWFI (some writings for illya)

While we wore the smiles,
We passed through the years,
The scenery kept changing,
And we struggled to accept it.

I gotta say
Even if someone show off bravery and my strength,
Nobody can survive alone.

New encounters come after each farewell.
We find light down a new path, and move on.
That has been the way life is molded.
Before I realized it,
We have both found our own futures.

I gotta say
Even if you are far away where I can't meet you,
I won't forget you,
"May your dreams come true."
Let's pledge to meet again someday,
Let's cross our fingers,
And set out for that day.

Through the changing seasons,
And this fleeting moment,
I listen to these nostalgic melodies.
Even when I become an adult,
Some things won't fade,
Like our past memories.

As life goes on...
Don't forget,
Don't let it go...
Remember this vast land and your friends.

by: Mr. Miut..
thanx bro!!!

i've something...

2010-10-14T23:18:00.002+08:00

've got something to share.. but this is so public.. ngeheh~ ^^

it is hard

2010-09-03T16:28:00.003+08:00

it is hard to be a perfect human.. we juat back to basic.. always remember that Allah never forget us... if we're in troubles.. that's mean He loves us... Subhanallah..

Bad Girl, Good Girl

2010-07-04T19:35:00.001+08:00

Miss A

You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me.
You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me, So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Shut Up.

You couldn’t say a thing in front of me, but you could talk badly about me behind my back. I’m dumbfounded.

Hello, Hello, Hello.
It seems like the first time, time, time you’ve seen a girl like me.
Why do you judge me?
Are you afraid of me, perhaps?

On the outside, I’m a Bad Girl.
On the inside, I’m a Good Girl.
You don’t even know me well, you only look at me from the outside.
I find your gaze to be funny because you see me as a pitiful girl.

When I dance, I’m a Bad Girl.
When I love, I’m a Good Girl.
When you watch me dance, you become mesmerized, but are you done after you watch?
I find your hypocrisy to be funny because you point at me.

These kind of clothes, this kind of hair, a girl who does these kind of dances is obvious.
You’re even more obvious.

Hello, Hello, Hello.
If you don’t have any confidence, go to the back, back, back.
You just need to step back.
Why do you keep making noise?
Don’t you know that your heart can clearly be seen?

On the outside, I’m a Bad Girl.
On the inside, I’m a Good Girl.
You don’t even know me well, you only look at me from the outside.
I find your gaze to be funny because you see me as a pitiful girl.

When I dance, I’m a Bad Girl.
When I love, I’m a Good Girl.
When you watch me dance, you become mesmerized, but are you done after you watch?
I find your hypocrisy to be funny because you point at me.

I’m looking for a man who can handle me.
I’m looking for a real man, not a man who acts like one through words.
Isn’t there a man who won’t make me anxious because he overflows with confidence?
So that I can be me, so that I can watch him freely from afar?

On the outside, I’m a Bad Girl.
On the inside, I’m a Good Girl.
You don’t even know me well, you only look at me from the outside.
I find your gaze to be funny because you see me as a pitiful girl.

When I dance, I’m a Bad Girl.
When I love, I’m a Good Girl.
When you watch me dance, you become mesmerized, but are you done after you watch?
I find your hypocrisy to be funny because you point at me.

You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me.
You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me, So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Shut Up.

by: Miss A [JYP Sister]